whoa! left dis place unattended for too long! if its not bcoz of ballerine who mentioned bout xanga last nite, i wudnt even come back here to take a look.well, so happie! groovin to maurice williams & zodiacs - stay. i heard this song from a korean movie(windstruck) n thus downloaded it. it's repeatin n repeatin on my winamp! wonder when will i get bored of dis one. updates updates! wow..it has been 7 months! too many things to update...but basically...ermm..here they r...i quit uni...i'm some sorta drop-out now. i'm 80k in debt(gonna run away to puerto rico)....i shaved my dreadlocks!...skinhead now...i'm uglier thn b4....out of fashion world...not doin any photographing and styling for a lnog time now. went backpack to thailand n HK. finally met up wit singdy & bf, tobie, fafa, sam, wingwing and yurika! yeay~ and ermm..came back fr HK n tried 2 setup a trading company..it has been 3months now n its breakin...d company's not really runnin well...i m startin 2 giv up on dis....gonna b fuckni bz preparing proposal n win d ABS system from Mr. Bill next week when he flies fr US to KL. wish me luck wish me luck! n yeaH! the KTM steel project is back in hands! there'll b games 2 play then...oh...just sent mika off last nite at 11.30pm.she's back to sg now i suppose.n last nite ballerine proposed 2 start a business together in UK so it's a yeayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait till next year! (hate her bf though)

tonite! tonite's juelle's bday dinner. i'm her bro once again! yeay~ i hv another sis too now! her name is helen n i call her babypoo. sharane is kinda ermm..ermmm...outta d way for now....maybe forever...cant stand it when she tells me how shitty her bf treats her n SHE IS STILL WIT DAT MUTHA FUCKA! cherry's been so bz wit her skul she's goin crazy soon. wendy is a lil nottier nowadays. jennifer added me on her frenster but we r still not really talkin. zibert's single now. sabrina's back to the club.n stephanie' back in d club too.she's still happie wit fab! well cant believe i can hv back all these old frenz of mine. i m tryin hard 2 improve my temper n not to be over-sensitive n emotional. n i see i'm improving! yeay~ oh yea n i hv a gay bf n his name is dennis!we flirt on friendster's testimonial column all d time! :Pwell i hv lotsa love now!

sittin in front of d laptop.in hometown now.just got back here yest.dad wanted 2 talk 2 me.gotta get my ass back to KL tomorrow to return the clothes n accessories back to the outlets n factories.n d dateline is 8th!!! cris is leavin to bangkok on sat so he dumped all d work to me...sigh!

well we(me n zibert) had a lil fashion show in d house on monday!ehehehe...we were changin n doin catwalks in front of d cam in d house...all in LIVE!! waKAkKAaa...d video sure gonna make  the viewers laugh like hell i tell ya..it has been awhile i din write my blog...was so bz doin zouk's opnening show....ghetto heaven show....final exams...n bla bla bla....now dat finals' over...shows r over too...i m kinda free...i just went to sg to meet angel...she looks so diff fr the pix...ermm...seems hard 2 get along wit her really...she's fun but she can b so gross at times...n i dun feel comfortable wit it...

in d other hand...i got played by tiger...well...i just think she's a psycho bitch who doesnt know wat she wants n wat she's doin...well..one day in d future, she'll just gonna screw up things BIG time...i can feel it commin...ermm..anyway...i still miss my tiger...i miss the 'old' her....the one who used 2 care so much 4 me...the one who manja me...the one who were so sweet n dear 2 me...din know she can change so much too...she just swirve outta d way! she's a diff person now....well...now i really belif dat 1 ppl can just change liddat! *snap* first was vichelle..now the tiger...man i really really hv 2 open wide my eyes so i wont fall for any bitches traps in d future... sg was not so fun...i spent a lot on nuthin! hope dat my next trip there end of dis month will b worth it..since san will b back to sg...winnie n corrine will b free...candygurl will b buyin me present...sepsep owe me dinner n rebecca too..ermm..who else...singdy!!!! singdy will b back in sg too!! yeaHoOoo...

i might b working for chin in his studio...dunno how much will i get paid huh...d thing is....it's quite inconvenient to go to his studio fr my place...well i really hope there's  a bus to his place...otherwise i'll hv to forget bout it n look 4 other fulltime job...

i woke up n i m rich!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm......how m i gonna spend mah money.......

pay billz......n billz......n then billz!!!!!

16th of march-2 days after my 22nd bday.relieved.it's over now.not gonna think of the belated birthday party dis weekend anymore.not gonna hv it!was shopping 4 myself some bday gifts..ehehee..i bought 2 shades fr MNG which i spotted weeks ago...finally got it.cris gave me a T-shirt fr My Closet.anne gv me a red rose n had to pass it on using the mouth.hhmmm..interestnig..my 1st time receiving flowers fr a gurl!haHAHahaa!in such a weird way too.i cut sabrina's fringe on my bday..hhmm...wat else...the day b4?wel..nothing much...tagged along zibert n his gf to meet up wit her aunt n sis.ended up having lunch at TGI and then dinner buffet at Sheraton.boy it was a filling one!ok finally i had a cake on my bday! but the thing is i bought d cake myself n not fr anyone else.had tiramisu at dome lot 10.n i when i clear d bill at d end of d party, noone contributed anything for d cake...i mean i was pissed cuz i dun mind spending the drinks but bout the birthday cake! i bought myself d cake?! oh mah gawd... n juelle was too bz dating in pyramid she din even bother to come, givin me lame excuses dat it was rainin n all those shits. cheekin din recognise me when i called.nicole was takin her own sweet time comin over for  d cake. well... at d end of d day, i'd rather choose 2 b left alone on d day wit zibert...cookin at home..hv a pleasant meal n crap till late in d house....oh i forgot to mention bout my parents who were in town.they celebrated otehr ppl's bday and other ppl's wedding but cudnt care less bout their own son's birthday.for once i m back to the mdoe where i feel i hv no family.no love.no friends.no nothing but the 4 walls around me.cold..concrete...grey...

ok.a punjabi lady collapsed rite in fornt of d house wit unbuttoned shirt showcasing her brown color pasar malam silky bra.only thing is dat she was all smashed...pissed drunk...wat else can i say...oh she was fucknig  heavy n it took me,zibert and sin to hold her up n carry her back to her house. she asked for privacy n wanted 2 spend time talkin wit zibert n so we left them alone.bert came back terrified wit bruises on his hand kena kepit by d door and she was tryin 2 hit on him.LOL! wat a bitch! we saved her anyway...there was a guy who was stalkin her back to her house..thank god sin found her out there laying like  a dead whale otherwise we'll hv anotha rape-rob case n it just happened in front of d house! which is not a good thing...... :P after awhile...she opened d door wit underwears on only to lock d door. we just watched her doin dat while zibert was hiding away fr d door. LOL!

i had a fight wit angel. she din wish me on my bday. i understand she was in d hosp n not very convenient for her 2 do so but when she was on MSN, i felt like she wasnt so keen to talk 2 me. n i was moody n so it happened....well...love life...u really suck! how i wanna get outta u so much! love love love........sigh.......leave me alone cupids...my ass is full of ur arrows now n none hit d rite place u damn bloody stupid cupidz!

ok i m happy i shopped a lot fr the streetmall.bought lotsa groceries..finally i feel dat my house got everything fr food to toilet rolls...waKAKAaaa....!!! thanx to citibank too...though i wont b so happy when d bill comes! hhhhhmmmmm...oh yea i'm ballerie's guardian angel now. she is gettin me somefin! i m expecting a BIG present fr her...boy i m so anxious! n viva's gonna get me a bunny T-shirt all da way fr toronto! yeahooooo!!!!!!!! an angel just sent me a card! waKAkakAKkaaaa....wat joke..wat joke...i betta get my ass back 2  my assignment...my burden...my prison...my commitment....